What is vision loss? Have you had vision loss?
My vision loss experience made my life miserable. These age related macular degeneration vision problems made me depressed and anxious. The loss changed my life and I realized how vision is so important. Loss of vision is crucial. Read my vision loss story here.
It has been a month since I lost my vision. With this problem, the vision struggle was very challenging for me as I almost felt like living life was out of options. As much as I want to stay visionary, things around me seemed so frustrating, heartbreaking, and unbearable because of the loss. If you’ve had vision loss before, then you’d know how vision loss can be so debilitating and depressing.
Vision Loss Began
My sudden vision loss story all started a few months ago when I had this visionary infection due to my contact lenses. I never thought that I could suffer from visual impairment or partial vision loss because I always clean and store my contact lenses properly. For someone like me who had a lot of knowledge in terms of vision safety and precautions, I never imagined getting an infection on my eye blood vessels, and that the visionary infection would lead to sudden vision loss.
But the unexpected visionary loss still happened. The last time I wore my contact lenses before I could even get an infection, the outer part of my eye was a bit itchy. Since I am used to that feeling, I thought it is okay since it sometimes happens, especially when I get exposed to windy situations. I was able to manage it. But a few days after that, my eyes began to turn red and it’s as if the condition already penetrated through my eye. Again, as I have said, it was typically common to happen, especially when I was overusing my contact lenses. Vision loss never came into my mind. Vision loss was so far from my thoughts.
Another day went by without vision rehabilitation, and I somehow found it hard to open my eyes. I’m experiencing a partial vision loss. There’s just a lot of fluid coming out of it. It was the first time something was coming out of the eyes, and I was unsure what those were. So to address my worries, I went to see an eye specialist. The moment the doctor told me about my irreversible vision impairment, I paused for a while and reflected on the days that I didn’t immediately seek help with the eye disease and consider low vision aids.
The eye specialist told me that my eye condition is so severe that treating it was not an option anymore due to risk factors that made my visual acuity worse. It would eventually lead to partial vision loss. The doctor said I was dealing with a corneal ulcer. Hearing all those negative things about my vision health made me heartbroken, and the fact that the doctor told me that it would cause visual impairment or central vision loss made me lose all my senses.
It was not my vision loss that made me mentally unstable but the vision doctor’s decision.
He said that the only way I could get rid of the pain is to remove the pair of my eyes, and most doctors can’t do much to salvage my vision. I felt so devastated thinking about the anticipated vision loss that I panicked and burst into tears despite suffering from eye pain, but I still ended up choosing to remove my eyes – I had sudden vision loss.
I was dealing with an infection in my eye.
I was still hopeful that I could make it and recover. I was trying so damn hard to stay positive despite losing my vision. I even told myself that despite the vision loss, I still have other senses that I can use. But who am I kidding? Living life with vision loss is so difficult that it made me rely on others. With vision loss, I couldn’t be alone and do things on my own. Vision loss made me helpless and dependent on others around me. The hardest part of my visual impairment or vision loss is when I get so frustrated and overthink what could happen to me when others surrounding me get fed up.
Vision Loss Is Worst
Vision loss is worse than any trauma I experienced in my life. I regarded it as a dead-end for my capabilities. It made me hate myself more. My vision loss from that improper use of contact lenses made me regret all the things I did with my eyes. So for those of you out there, who think that you are used to doing something great, do not ever think that you can secure everything. Uncertainties can follow you around, and if bad luck hits, you might endure irreversible damage. I just tell myself that it is part of an age-related macular degeneration
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